humms. been on this page for the past few hours.

kept it blank though. i was practising my bass.

sigh. seem to be the only one lacking behind.

have not been practising, you see.. sigh.

been having some deep thoughts.

i were stressed up lately. life been tough.

suddenly cried yesterday during choir.

had talks with mr liew, my instructor.

and still continue crying. been too stressed, i guess.

however, for the most stressful incident, i failed to tell him.

couldnt took it for much longer, so i told another person about it.

been feeling much better after it.

it's hard to keep it deep down inside for months.

it's tough. i've tried. please spare me. sigh.

we, mr liew and i, talked about my family situation, studies and life.

he persuade me not to work as next year's my o level's.

he asked the leaders to create the choir-study-group.

haas. i'll be working hard during holidays.

be it for work, studies or cca.

i'll try to give in my best but i guess i'll be busy then.

wont be able to slack as i used to be.

nor going out that much with you. sigh.

will be ending around here.

stuck here for the past one hour.

i love you.

remember what you promised me.

huggs!